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Saturday, August 9, 2008

Oma birthday

Before I was a Mom
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed
Before I was a Mom
I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.
Before I was a Mom
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.

I never knew that I could love someone so much.I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

I never knew I would love being a Mom

Mom,there's no enough space to write down a beauty of your heart in here yet it also still not enough to express how i feel about you, thank you for all your devotion,love and care. I hope i can be like you one day, a great mom with a great heart! Happy Birthday mom, I love you so much!! love, your beloved daughter.


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