Breast feeding

On 3,5 months old Bryan had a pimple near his butt that makes me worry so much, I took him to a doctor to check it. the doctor said to changes his usual formula milk into soya milk he afraid that Bryan allergic to milk cow. actually i still breastfeeding him at that times 70% breast milk and 30% formula, but since I'm too afraid i stop breast feeding him for 4 days, then continue it when he fully recovered lucky that he still want to breast feeding.


but, last week he totally refused to breast feeding! he screams and cry when i try to breastfeeding him!! it all start about 2 weeks ago when my husband must hospitalized cause dengue fever, I must stay in hospital company him for whole week, that make Bryan takes formula the whole week, i can't pump my milk since he was 2 months old, it just don't come out when i pump it so usually i give him directly from my breast. the effect is he don't want to be breast feeding anymore. so, now he only drink breast milk at night. why? because when he fall asleep he still want to be breast feeding but not when he's fully awake! *sigh*