On your first birthday..

Dear Bryan...

It's been a year since I first held you in my arms, within a year I witness so many of your first milestones, your first cry,your first smile,your first laugh,your first sound,first time you called us "papa" "mama" in one day, first time you hold up your head and flip over,your first time jabs,your first solid time, your first time overseas vacation, and others first of everything that i could not mention here one by one cause it'll take lots of space.

Mommy must said that it's been not very easy year for both of us.. as first time mother, mommy must learn everything from scratch.. listening and understanding you whether you need milk or comfort, try the best to give you only my breast milk for 6 months, which mommy failed cause your daddy must hospitalized cause of dengue and mommy must stay over to watch him when you're 5 months old, there's also been days when daddy must go to work feeling bit sleepy cause you keep waking everynights and refuse to go sleep again and other lots of struggle, tears and countless of uneasy day, but they are nothing compared to what you brought to our lives.

few years from now, you'll no longer dependent to us.. and mommy maybe not the one anymore, the one that you'll always looking for comfort and secure like now days, but deep inside our hearts.. you'll always be our baby and you can always looking for mommy for anythings cause I'm your mother, the one who'll always love you unconditionally, but before that time comes.. mommy and daddy are looking forward to enjoy countless beautiful years with you, to witness and to guide you become a great gentleman. let's grow up together son, you'll help us to become better parent everyday tough we're can never be perfect, but we'll always keep our best.

some people maybe can comment about your flaws but no matter what happen you're still our son, the one that mommy carried along for 9 months and 18 hours struggle between life and death to pop you out to this world,
we'll always love you son...and feel very blessed to have you in our life since you are the one who makes mommy and daddy life become so complete and perfect.

Have a blessed 1st birthday son...happy birthday!

Hugs and kisses,

Daddy & Mommy